Blog Woes and Why's

Every blogger has blogging issues, I suppose. Unless you were born to write; you do not have to deal with that. I started blogging for the sake of having somewhere to vent my feelings out whenever it's socially unacceptable to do so (since I authorize only a few to read through my blog by default). And by that I mean, everytime I become lion-angry or just plainly overjoyed. Which hasn't happened yet by far. But never, ever did I expect to get the hang of it. It's sooo addicting! In a good way. And I'm learning new things everyday. I discovered that having an online access of your thoughts and feelings the other day or week or month or even year is just genuine. A recap can make your day. Or break it. It depends. However, lately, I kinda have this frustration of not being a natural blogger. Or of trying too hard sometimes. I just feel that I have to max out on eveything. Maybe because I'm not a born writer, is that so? Or I didn't write in the school paper back in highschool or college? (not that I'm fixated to that,okay). Or is it just me? Unlike others, writing just comes to them naturally. As for me, I'd still have to squeeze out words out of my head to compose a good piece; and have to do it on unholy hours just to unleash my super writing powers. It has a time frame, mind you. And you just wouldn't like it 'cause it gives me dark circles the next day. Nevertheless, I'm pretty much enjoying it. TO THE SKY! The whole idea of it to me is genius because it's the kind that channels who you really are on the inside. Or in some other ways, you can easily mask everything aside. Only keep in mind that what you try to show the world brings out the best of you.