Thanks!

Today I found it in my heart to just thank God for all He's done for me. To really appreciate the things He's given me, even the things that I find not in my favor, most of the time, because I'm such a loser. I wanna take this time to show the entire universe what a great God I have and tell everyone that no matter how strong and mighty He is, He still has the softest heart for me. That He bleeds for me in a bloody special way. I know I've really been a brat who keeps on whining and whining over everything. Who won't stop from carrying out my manipulative tantrums until I get what I want. I know I've been selfish, conceited, prideful, and unforgiving all this time. But I thank God for the compassion He has for me, for the grace that saved me from the hands of the enemy. I remember the times when I was so desperately longing for someone to love me as much as I love him only to realize that the Greatest Lover is so eagerly pursuing me all along. How could I be so stupid. How could I be so blind. Needless to say, with that I won't have to be insecure. :) I thank Him that I do not have to earn His love for He generously pours it out one me like rain on a summertime. I thank Him for my parents whom in them, He shows what a loving Father He is. I thank Him for my brother whose love and friendship always remind that He is indeed a God of relationships. I thank Him for friends who never stop encouraging, caring, and praying, and for those who make me keep in mind that His Word is the best read ever. And more than anything else, I thank God for Jesus whom He, without a hint of a doubt, sent to the world to die for me and for everyone else for His honor and glory. So thank You, Lord, for being the God that You are. Thank You for loving me...for calling me by name. Thank you for choosing me to be Your own. JUST thank You! :)